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Iron Edge => General Discussion => Topic started by: Chibi on December 17, 2007, 03:20:32 pm

Title: Apology
Post by: Chibi on December 17, 2007, 03:20:32 pm
Hello.

It's not within my wildest imagination (which is quite wild admittedly) that this abomination of an attempt at trying to atone for my mistakes be accepted. Hm. And I do apologize for the impending incoherency that I trust upon thee.
Not trying to justify what and how I did it, just to explain it to whatever extent it is possible.

I was profoundly bored of my priest in June-July. As Delling had whispered me before, I should've communicated. Another trait which I am horrendously bad at, along with controlling impulses. The whole trade-for-warrior-and-migrate thing was something I regretted ENOURMOUSLY just the day after, but what was done was done. I was ashamed, because I'm such a fool acting on whims as though I were a little boy. Warm and shy. Hm.

To further illustrate my impulse-control (or rather lack thereof): In the last two months I have leveled, not just one, but two blood elven paladins to 70. The second because I migrated to do endgame PvE (really hard to get a guild as unattuned non-wanting-to-do-karazhan-guy). This I resented the minute I had migrated, so to speak. The second is 69 atm, just under 5 and a half day played. Must be the most boring thing ever.

More incoherency and stupidity.. I was really happy to be welcomed into the IE community after all my shortcomings and all the moronic incidents that I was involved in.. Still can't believe it actually. This is just words, think of it however you like.

Also lying in my I resent.. though, some of it was true - I needed a tan and a girlfriend (neither of which are procureable by my moronic self, though.. but that's a different story).

My humblest and most profound apologies.

Yours,
Chibi
Title: Re: Apology
Post by: Gaeios(Graxlos) on December 17, 2007, 03:26:34 pm
If you return the 1000g of mine you chose to leave with I have no issue with you...
But untill then...
Title: Re: Apology
Post by: forker on December 17, 2007, 04:00:51 pm
Very well written and I think you covered everything people used was upset about. I hope to see you in IE once again but maybe I'm the only one. I'm sure Raethryn got my back on this.

Great guy. :)
Title: Re: Apology
Post by: Cwave on December 17, 2007, 04:05:32 pm
Not even gonna read until you pay Grax his 1000gold back.
Im sure the whole guild got grax his back on that one.
Title: Re: Apology
Post by: delling on December 17, 2007, 04:08:05 pm
He didn't even mention wanting to come back into IE, Forker... so it's a little silly to assume that.

Thanks for the apology, Chibi.

Unfortunately, the whole situation basically just confirmed how other people already felt about you, even though I try to convince them that you were a reformed character...

I hate it when I'm proven wrong :)
Title: Re: Apology
Post by: forker on December 17, 2007, 04:28:33 pm
It's never early for anything. I can still hope and wish. :)
Title: Re: Apology
Post by: kawe on December 17, 2007, 05:39:32 pm
Not even gonna read until you pay Grax his 1000gold back.
Im sure the whole guild got grax his back on that one.

Pretty much sums it up for me. A proper apology would involve paying it back.
Title: Re: Apology
Post by: Awol on December 17, 2007, 05:46:06 pm
You don't really learn from you mistakes do you Chibi :D

tho your apology's are always very well written
Title: Re: Apology
Post by: Daekesh on December 17, 2007, 05:46:41 pm
Not even gonna read until you pay Grax his 1000gold back.
Im sure the whole guild got grax his back on that one.

Pretty much sums it up for me. A proper apology would involve paying it back.

With interest!
Title: Re: Apology
Post by: Vorte on December 17, 2007, 05:54:23 pm
Guess that was the money were the thing I never got to know about...

I really found Chibi to be awesome tho, not knowing his past though. Maybe some kind of personal apology should be done?
Title: Re: Apology
Post by: Grilldyret on December 17, 2007, 07:24:06 pm
Out of curiosity... Is it the gold itself or is it to underline that what he did wasn't acceptable? Or both?
Because if it's the gold itself.. Well meh, I'll go on when I get my response:P I liked you Chibi.. Was awful when you left, but then again none of your actions hurt me in any way other than feeling sorry for Grax, which made me hate you only for a while..

Actually, no need to answer my above question, just leaving it there as a kind of a exclamation mark. I'm an insensitive asshole, and I love it!
Title: Re: Apology
Post by: Vorte on December 17, 2007, 07:41:23 pm
I'm an insensitive asshole, and I love it!

Made my day.
Title: Re: Apology
Post by: Shannaro on December 17, 2007, 07:44:31 pm
:O woot you owe Gaypal 1000g? O_O hmm maybe i already knew it but forgot :>
Title: Re: Apology
Post by: Gaeios(Graxlos) on December 17, 2007, 07:59:38 pm
Grilly I never had a problem with chibi tbh. We did karazhan together, we did heroics he spent a lot of time with us on irc.

So I trusted him and I lent him that money. One day he isnt online anymore and I am told he has left the server after some shit with Mommi.

He never visited Irc since, he didnt respond to my question on the Dunemaul forum and I even wrote him an e-mail asking what was up.

No responses.

I thought he could at least had answered something a long the lines of:
 "sorry I forgot about those money I owed you, I left the server in a hurry. If I get back to Dunemaul some day I'll pay you back"

Title: Re: Apology
Post by: Cwave on December 17, 2007, 08:07:57 pm
"sorry I forgot about those money I owed you, I left the server in a hurry. If I get back to Dunemaul some day I'll pay you back"

i doubt patching a lie with another lie will solve anything :P
Title: Re: Apology
Post by: Gaeios(Graxlos) on December 17, 2007, 08:09:28 pm
Well if he had told me that when I asked where he had gone, I would have been less pissed off.
Title: Re: Apology
Post by: Bombardi on December 17, 2007, 09:50:48 pm
Hmmpf, Got nothing good to say about you before you pay grax back, i hate it when people do not pay there debts.

Kergash, it looks like i am going to buy new prepaid on fryday, so that will mean you will get your money fryday ;D Hope your not mad at me, for going on a break before paying it back, Im sorry.

Title: Re: Apology
Post by: Palmar on December 17, 2007, 10:44:57 pm
Great post Chibi. I have personally nothing against you, people make mistakes, and people learn from their mistakes, it's all good.

However, Graxlos is my friend, and while I don't dislike you, I won't be completely cool with you until you've settled things with him.
Title: Re: Apology
Post by: Chibi on December 17, 2007, 10:53:10 pm
Seems all this did was incite anger, my apologies.
Believe me or not, but I'm so ashamed that I hardly wanted to read the replies.

Awol: think of me as a world where nobody is taught history (ie. a world in which history repeats itself infinitely) - it does appear I cannot learn from mistakes. Either that, or I'm just plainly retarded. The latter does come across as more plausible to me, since I know myself the best (ugh, the horror and dread said thought induces)

In respect to the case with unsettled (unsettled in lack of a better word, can't recite the preferred one at the moment..) gold, it shall be returned in full--with interest--to Ipal / Gaeios. Also, if you wish to ignore me so as to avoid getting involved with me again, the name is Elynda. I'd do it if I were you.

Keep on rocking Edge of Iron.

- Chibi, Joyless, Elynda -- whichever.
Title: Re: Apology
Post by: Shannaro on December 17, 2007, 11:02:40 pm
Nice of ya ;) What spec are you on teh loladin? :D
Title: Re: Apology
Post by: Kergash on December 18, 2007, 03:45:51 pm
Hmmpf, Got nothing good to say about you before you pay grax back, i hate it when people do not pay there debts.

Kergash, it looks like i am going to buy new prepaid on fryday, so that will mean you will get your money fryday ;D Hope your not mad at me, for going on a break before paying it back, Im sorry.



No problemo!